Dreaming of a Life Less Ordinary

I am fully strapped with a Zio patch as you can.  Why the Zio?  Once again my heart is playing tricks on me.  It simply refuses to stay in rhythm.  I don't help it out so much though.  I refuse to follow the doctors orders and stay on top of my health.  Sometimes I don't know what my problem is.  I want to get better, but sometimes that is all I do is want and wish.  Wanting and wishing is not an actionable item. I think it is time to start getting serious about getting serious.   The problem isn't having a plan, the problem is actually actioning the plan.  I have people helping me and telling me the right things to do.  Right things of course being very subjective thing.  However, it doesn't matter what is right or wrong when you don't want to do anything but eat the foods you want in the quantities you want. I don't know, I am going to start rambling here.  I am doing better, much better on the food front 80% of the time.  Its that other 20% that gets

Ouch!!! I’m not one to man scape. When your my size there is just no reason for it. Hell to take it one step farther I have shaved in ten years give or take a few triathlon looks. Well tomorrow I have to go in for a Zio Patch. It is going to basically watch my heart for the next two weeks. So they basically stick this thing on your chest and while you can shower you can’t swim. The bigger issue is that the patch won’t stick to body hair. I’m not a full blow ape, I’m certainly not one of those dudes that has a full grown bush coming out of the top. However I do ha e chest hair. So, the last time I had the patch they dry shaved my chest. It was awful. Look there is no medical professional I love more than Sweet Sweet Stephanie, Dr Lai’s nurse, but no matter how beautiful you are and no matter how much I’d totally marry you tomorrow, you dry shave my chest, and I’m not gonna like it. Not only did it hurt like fuck, as it grew back it was awful, but worse than that the patch didn’t re