when you feel like nothing....

I’m having pizza tonight and bread sticks. Not bc I didn’t have time to cook. I did but bc I’m up set.  I’m up set that things aren’t going as planned or is it that? Perhaps it’s going just as I expected.


Right now I’m feeling like I can get lost in this world and no one would ever miss me. You know nobody likes me, everyone hates me, I guess I will just eat fried worms. I feel insignificant and unwanted.


Perhaps it’s like they say life just ain’t fair. Hard work, setting boundaries, and trying to take care of yourself don’t mean shit if you don’t lick the boots. 


I’m just feel really small right now. Very sad. Very alone.

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